Monday

Contemplating the Future

Here I go again.  You would think I would just figure something out and deal with it. Pero es muy dificil trying to figure something out that may be permanent.
I am currently in a limbo situation when it concerns my future, more specifically my career.  I have a degree I do not want to use.  I have been working jobs here and there and traveling here and there.  But certain circumstances have obligated me to start choosing a path that would be more financially smart, but would drain my spirit.  I have looked into working in corporate offices, pero no mas de pensarlo me da...it just gives me some weird rash.  Why can't there be a job that is both financially smart and would fulfill a traveling souls hunger? 
Here is a little something about me that I have never divulged.  I love to travel.  No tengo la lana for such luxuries pero I do it now and then.  I have worked jobs that allow me the freedom to do this, pero they are not well paying jobs.  I have my responsabilidades to think about before I go and venture off in another excursion, but I am just itching to get out of here. Como la hacen otros?  Where do they get those awesome jobs that pay well and travel everywhere?  Jealous!
I don't know. I have been loosing sleep just trying to figure out what I will do.  My play time is running short and the real world keeps on knocking.  There is not much more I can do to block it from barging in. 
Scared!