- Get a job
- Move out of the 'rents
- Get laid
You?
The ranting of a Loka Latina que no tiene nothing better to do.
I have become the grinch. I am ruining Christmas for everyone at home. I don't know how to stop it. My father speaks to me and I answer back rudely. I have started to insult him and I really don't care anymore. My sister wants to hang out but she speaks to me and I just get annoyed by her. My mother and other sibling are doing ok; I just don't know what to do. I know the problem is me. I had convinced my self that a single hitting thirty living at home was okay, but I just can't convince myself anymore. I am trying to find a stable job in order to move out and really start forming my own life, but I just can't seem to land a job. I come home and lock myself in my room for up to twelve hours and I know that is not healthy. I love to write here it is much cheaper than a shrink. Sometime people just need to release their thoughts. Maybe it releases the negative energy and gives way to the positive flow.
I don't know if this shit is true, but it is better than believing it will stay like this for ever.
Hope everyone has some good holidays.