Saturday

New Year's Resolution

Very Simple.

  1. Get a job
  2. Move out of the 'rents
  3. Get laid
That's all.  Not asking for much.

You?

Sunday

the grinch

I have become the grinch.  I am ruining Christmas for everyone at home.  I don't know how to stop it.  My father speaks to me and I answer back rudely.  I have started to insult him and I really don't care anymore.  My sister wants to hang out but she speaks to me and I just get annoyed by her.  My mother and other sibling are doing ok; I just don't know what to do.  I know the problem is me.  I had convinced my self that a single hitting thirty living at home was okay, but I just can't convince myself anymore.  I am trying to find a stable job in order to move out and really start forming my own life, but I just can't seem to land a job. I come home and lock myself in my room for up to twelve hours and I know that is not healthy.  I love to write here it is much cheaper than a shrink.  Sometime people just need to release their thoughts.  Maybe it releases the negative energy and gives way to the positive flow. 

I don't know if this shit is true, but it is better than believing it will stay like this for ever.

Hope everyone has some good holidays.